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2011-12-06T05:55:00.001-08:00

【诉诉苦】

2011-11-22T10:42:00.000-08:00

感觉上，这里除了是得空写写部落格之外
也是让我诉诉苦或是写写想要说的话
因为，表面坚强的我，
也是会有脆弱的一面

在这段日子和他之间真的发生很多事情
也因为这样，让我清楚明白
我不能没有他。这种感觉，从来都没感受到的
那种预先知道失去的痛苦，是多么的难受。
因为这样，决定慢慢地，把心打开
用自己的生命和幸福作一次的赌注，是冒险的赌注
把他视为我心的钥匙。

没办法，从小时候就被人排斥
所以有什么心事都是往心里收
就连家人也不敢说
也加上父母从小就家教比较严
男女授受不亲，所以对男生诉苦是绝不可能的事情
就这样形成了习惯

最近他都忙于工作
这个不怪他，赚钱嘛
可是，就这样减少了我们聊天的机会和时间
每天晚上都想和他聊电话谈谈心事或是分享一整天所发生的事情
就算不是每天晚上
至少也是两三天一次
不过我是习惯每天要听到他的声音哦 ❤
可惜，他每晚都有节目
回到家都很晚了，想打给他都不能
一定被他逼去睡觉。
不然就是睡着了，一觉到天亮，根本没机会和他聊天

上个周末表舅结婚
去到那儿，才知道很多事情发生
也看到很多事情
很想与他分享这些事情
可惜一次次的邀约都被拒绝了
随着时间的流失
浅浅地，想要分享的心情也逐渐消失了

因为这样，要诉苦的心情都没有了
所以，要我把心里话说出来，
怎么有办法呢？

算了
没心情写了
很累了
睡觉，晚安 ❤

To My Dearest Baby ❤

2011-11-06T07:40:00.000-08:00

Hi Baby,there is a surprise that I wanna give to you
But,is not easy to get it~ There is two steps to get the surprise!

FIRST,
Answer those questions to get the password oh. GOODLUCK❤
Please Click Here ❤

SECOND,
Place the password and you will get what you want~

GOODLUCK Hubby~ I Love You ❤

Place The Password Here ❤

【承诺】

2011-08-21T06:01:00.000-07:00

考试到咯
真的很忙~天天都要熬夜读书
临时抱佛脚啊 ><
结果~原以为能平安度过这考试期
结果，考验却在这个时候来了...

他们在周末有比赛
是CSO
对我来说并不是很光荣的比赛
是让人沉迷的游戏
也不知道可以怎样和别人炫耀
别说炫耀，就连说都不敢说
我不是歧视这游戏
可是所有网上游戏都是让人堕落的游戏
一旦沉迷了，就无法自拔
就算不沉迷，思想和心态也会改变

记得明静师说过
电视机，电脑都是小孩的杀手
思想杀手
为什么那么多青少年会自杀死
甚至是自焚
因为他们认为他们能融入进那个世界
就比如说你只是玩杀人游戏
并没有真正去杀人
可是你的念头已经是坏的~不好的

佛法里有提过，
一个念头在十方法界，就像一张网一样
把整个你的法界网罗在里面。
起善的念头，你的法界呈现的就是善的法界；
起恶的念头，你的法界呈现的就是恶的法界。
我们凡夫愚痴，
不知道自己当下这颗心起的念头对你的法界有这么巨大的影响，。

在游戏里面，
你起了一个想杀人的念头
就算你杀了是游戏里面的人
可是这念头都是恶的
地狱记事簿里你的恶性又多加一条哦

所以说，为了他好
才阻止他去
可是也有我的错，我当初就不应该答应让他去
现在没办法咯
只好让步
就让他去参赛
他也答应说，
就只是这个星期罢了~
过了就没啦
之后就专心读书应付考试
做assignment~ 工作
晚上不再晚归

好~我相信你说的话
我答应让你去最后一次
我这次支持你，拿到好成绩咯

好了~今天是决赛咯
拿不到冠军~季军哦
也不错啦~好过没有
好了~ 海阔天空咯
是时候守承诺哦
哪知道你现在敢跟我说
说年底还有个比赛
是什么grand final哦！
结果~ 我问你想怎样
你却给我的答案是【不确定】！
你知道吗
那时候的我只希望你给我的答案是
【我答应你不会再参加了~】

还说要解释
算了~我不想再听什么解释了
又是什么不能少一个成员
一定要你们这5个
够了够了！
你知道这两天我受的苦真的很多吗？
每天都在想你怎样怎样~
有没有顾着游戏而忘了吃东西
够不够睡眠~ 安全到家等等等
昨天我们聊电话到一半你太累而睡着了
我就关了电话
可是心想，你这样拿着电话睡觉是不好的
有辐射
好心再打给你，提醒你把电话拿走
盖好被子才睡觉
结果打去却被你骂了一顿 >_<
算了~ 关心反被责骂
此时此刻才了解什么是好心没好报了

原本说今天去支持你
可是算了吧~反正我的好意他都不会心领的
在背后~默默地支持他吧

现在好咯~ 12月还要哦
此时此刻我的心情...难以形容
那些痛~我真的希望是那种一刀直接刺进我的心
可是现在这是一刀一刀慢慢割下我的肉
这种痛更痛啊！

我只想要你专心读书~考出好成绩
找份好工作赚钱
你说过为我们将来做打算啊
我不希望有这个事情出现在我们的将来
我只想求你~ 可以不要再玩那些游戏了吗？
我拜托你... =`(

【❤情语录】

2011-07-16T13:09:00.000-07:00

两个月没回来咯两个月的时间
发生了很多事情~
当然，有愉快的~也有不愉快的
有什么事情~也不打算在这里说
有机会会写一个新的帖子
今天...只想纾解我的心情
写下这篇【心情语录】

我是个狮子座的人
相信都知道
狮子座具有王者的风范
强大的领导能力
高贵有品味的眼光
不甘示弱，就如一只狮子这样
让人直见都会称他为王的一个星座

当然，这是狮子座的优点
没有一个星座或是人都是十全十美的
狮子座最大的弱点是
超爱面子
超怕孤独、寂寞
输不起，好胜

而我，就是十全十的狮子座
我，被人说有威严
第一眼见到都是不友善
感觉很凶，所以没有人敢接近我
可是接触过我的人
都说我很健谈，很幽默
没有想象的难接触。
可是就算是这样~
大家都还是很怕我生气
因为当我发脾气
就如世界末日 xD
很凶很凶~ 狮子座的特征吧
就这样，我很自然的，被朋友们当领导看

可是，这很好吗？
不觉得，因为这样，
很少人敢接触我
觉得我要求高，怕不配
我也不明白不配啥
我只知道，
与我做朋友，
不用怕被背叛
不用怕会伤心
不用怕找不到人诉苦
不用怕没人陪
我会时时在朋友的身边
因为我深受明白，
一个人孤独的感觉，
很可怕很可怕。

在别人面前，
我都是大家的开心果
尽带欢乐给朋友
可是，谁会带回欢乐给我呢？
也许表面上看到的我是满脸笑容无忧愁
可是有谁看到私底下的我呢？

大家都认为~
我有很多朋友
对，我的确有很多
可是真正和我聊天的有多少个？
十只手指可以数完。
每天开电脑，很渴望上线
上到了，又怎样？
在此可以很简单的说出开电脑后的活动：
（一）上facebook 【正常事情】
（二）看看我老公是否有更新status
（三）开我的facebook 游戏~monopoly 【收租金 xD】
然后？没了
对着荧幕发呆咯
找朋友聊天？得了吧~
有人肯找我我已经很开心了
我去找朋友？大家都忙~也不知道忙啥，就是不回复我
何必浪费时间~
所以？把facebook放一边
开朋友给我的港剧看吧
看完一集，看看facebook
还是没人找我
再继续看戏~
看到累了~就玩玩电脑的游戏
玩累了~关电脑睡觉呗
反正啊~都没人找我的

生活就那么简单
也不明白为何那么多人说我每天忙于facebook
和朋友聊天~
其实，我也很想和朋友聊天
可惜，我没有~这让我感到最伤心的

我为朋友付出那么多
可惜，换来的是什么？
有了另一半，连朋友都给忘了
开始在想，
是否也要把自己心中的排行榜给换一换
把友情换去第三~让爱情排来第二呢？
多朋友再好有啥用？
他们需要你时才找你的，
不需要你的时候都几乎不记得有我的存在
唉～

我的人非常简单
只需要一个人陪
陪我聊天~陪我做一切的事情
我知道，我身边就有一个了
就是我的老公~我最爱的男人。
我其实很感激他
可以忍受我这种蛮牛的脾气

我不需要一个十全十美的男人
我只需要一个爱我~了解我
对我非常体贴~
需要他的时候会时时都在
最重要，懂得哄我
信任我~
其实~真的不知道还有什么
因为你对我真的很好了
谢谢你~ 我❤你

【My Life...】

2011-05-26T11:03:00.000-07:00

呵呵呵~
好久都没回来了
偶尔也回来扫一下灰尘哦 xDD
新的学期开始了
显得比较忙绿
很开心的事情是
我的考试pass了
所以~还好，不用重开 ^^v

因为这样我开悟了
我决定好好念书 xD
不想再历史重演
每天都很勤劳地做tutorial
朋友们都以为我转性了
哈哈哈哈
不过为了将来
拼啊！！

最近心血来潮
剪了个新发型
就是把我辛辛苦苦留的长发给剪短 T.T

不过还好~
他们说我剪了这头发蛮可爱的 xDD
哈哈哈哈哈

最近呢~
就没啥事发生啦
就可怜点
和pi见面的次数少了
就只是每个星期五见面咯
有时候尽量星期一可以的话
无意外的话也可以见面咯
我星期一没读书嘛~
看有没有缘分咯 xD

第一次与他上云顶
是蛮开心的
因为那是我第一次和情人一起上哦
而且只是我们两个哦

you took my picture~ i do the same thing back xDD

【ki siao ><】

pi sitting most luckiest chair~ huat ah!! xD

use two hands support it??

i use single hand leh~more geng xDD

can't see geh~~

ish~more fat ! xD

hello Mr.Tall...

papi at there posing oh~~

eh?? apasal takda punya?? kena tipu... xD

我们真的玩得很开心哦

也说了很多东西

不错嘛~至少是个美好的回忆

不过没关系

我们还有很长的路要一起走哦！

我绝不会放弃你的

You're Mine~

I LoVe You Pi~~ ❤❤

【Half years...】

2011-05-05T10:34:00.000-07:00

今天…
2011年5月6日
正是我们在一起半年了
说真的，
没什么好庆祝的
可仔细想想，
半年还那么恩爱算是很不错了
（对我来说啦）
　
就在上个星期六
我在 Mid Valley 做工，休息时间去逛街时想到，
星期五是我们半年纪念日
那就送他点东西
很久没送他礼物咯
结果决定，
最拿手的Home made present ！
一本册子
很美的哦，比起第一本做的啦
　
花了三天三夜
真的是白天做到晚上
还google search
如何设计出最美的封面
想了很久，也弄了很久
弄到手痛，就是要弄到最完美的。
出来的效果真的很不错，
看了自己都非常地满意。
还计划好星期五要去哪里哪里。　特别开心。
　
昨天，星期四晚上
和姐妹们聚会喝茶
聊了很多，
他也答应说今天去云顶走走。
非常期待，所以姐说去suntex second round 时，我第一次拒绝。
因为我想早点回家睡觉，好让今天有足够精神去玩。
就在姐载我回家途中，他讯息了我
说今天得做工。
心情直接是跌入谷底。
跟姐说不回家，去second round。
姐问我一句
〖他放你飞机你不会生气的吗？〗
我认真思考了回答说
〖不会，只会感到失望罢了〗
她又说
〖是我的话就会生气骂他，之前已经答应了的嘛！〗
我说
〖算了吧，工作重要吧。〗
　
他…陪不到我
心情当然很失落
更失落的是，
送不出的礼物只会带来伤感。
看着那本册子，
就想到一切都没了。
心中忍不住想涌出泪水，躺在冷冰冰的地板上，
也毫无感觉。
麻痹了…
一切，就发生在梦里吧…

【Tell me Ww-Hh-Yy?】

2011-03-27T09:41:00.000-07:00

最后两天工作哦
真的很累哦~也很多事情发生

星期六~
pi说要来找我一起去吃晚餐
从4点开始，我一直都在等
我心想，应该会在4点20分左右出现吧
因为上星期也是这个时间出现
结果就等啊等
到了4点20分，
还是没看到他
我一直呐喊【papi~papi~】
希望每当我呐喊你的名字时
你会出现在我面前

就这样喊到了5点
你最终还是没出现
领了电话，
第一件事就是问你是否有来吗
结果你打来了
你告诉我说你在家
要的话现在赶过来
我的心，顿时...碎了
虽然他很想赶过来，
可是被我阻止了
盖了电话，眼泪跟着流下来了

坐了一会儿，
我决定下楼
四处流浪，
走到哪里就哪里
一直走。
到了时间就回去工作。
心情根本好不起来。
低落....

你答应了我，
星期日一定会来找我
就在星期日今天4点
我不打算想那么多
到了4点半，开始了~
盼望你出现
不过没那么大的希望
也不再呐喊你的名字
因为我知道
【呐喊你的名字，声音只会消失在空中
而无法到达你耳边】
所以很顺其自然地继续工作
到了4.55，
失望之神又来了
告诉了我，
他...不会来了
于是收拾了一切
时间刚刚好 5点
那种希望已经完完全全没有了
不稀罕他的到来了

独自一人走下去
最终，他来了
可惜，我当你是透明的
因为，你来不来，都已经不重要了
反正，我就是孤独一人

一整个小时，我选择沉默
因为你可以让我想象到，
在那一个小时内，
我是一个人的

那时候的我~彻彻底底地低落
星期六和日的晚上都是我的发泄时候
狂吃吃个不停
我哥都被吓到了

为了想见你
我明天宁愿自己回去
为了想见你
我今天不回宿舍
为了你！
我一切都可以放弃
可是最终呢？
换来的是孤独一人
好了~ 现在可好了
明天的我是孤独一人的...

习惯~习惯啦
也许是对我
我一身人就是得注定孤独一人
孤独终老！！
算啦~~

眼泪...流下了

【T.T】

2011-03-04T06:10:00.000-08:00

【哭后的眼睛~肿 >.<】

星期五~
大家说是黑色星期五
也个说法是不对的
当你心情低落时，
啥时候都是黑色的。 @.@

昨天
dear本打算和我一起去学院
可是因为种种因素
也因为他没有学生证
因此打消了这念头
打算说找个宁静的地方
好好地做我的报告
也想和他过个二人世界

可惜...一切都被周公抢走了
什么都泡汤了
今天，哪都没去
很早就起身了
希望的，是他的一通电话
或是一封讯息
对我说
【宝贝，准备吧，我带你去个地方好好做你的报告哦】
可惜，电话是那么地安静。
失望地再次躺回去床上

12点，我才收到你的讯息
你却问了一堆的废话
似乎把昨天所说的事情都给忘记了
更伤我心的一句话是
他说【我们出门一定花很多钱，
还是少出门为妙】
那时候我的心...
很痛很痛
我何尝没试过省下呢？
我知道，每次饮食费都是你为我付
难道我不内疚吗？
我都很想给回你
可你就是不收下
我能怎样？
我买日常用品，
你硬要帮我付钱
你认为我很想要的吗？

傍晚，
你告诉我
说要带我去夜市
我拒绝了你
那是因为就如你所说的
不想浪费你的钱
可你...却说带我去吃东西
我顿时感觉你很矛盾！
当初是你说少出门，可以节省很多开支
可是你多数的开支都是在于饮食
如今你却邀请我出外吃东西

你不觉得很可笑吗？
我真的不知道你心里在想什么
首先给了我希望
然后又把我打入谷底
最后又把我玩得团团转
我真不知道你在搞什么
我的心很痛很痛

仿佛回到了从前的心情
恶魔回来了
希望已经没了~
再也不再有希望在我生活了
希望越大，失望越大；
失望越大，失落越多。
最后变心淡。

再次驱赶恶魔
从新相信希望
结果呢？
还是被你打入谷底
赶走了希望
如今，
恶魔和天使争斗的日子
再次回来了。
我还是逃不过这命运。

压抑很多的情绪
再次在于洗澡中爆发出来
这是我最好的发泄时机
泪和水混合中
根本分别不出哪一个是我的眼泪
也不知道自己哭了多久。
我需要的是时间...
原谅我。

【眼睛红肿 >.<】

放心，不会像那个混蛋写了遗书拍了最后一张哭照
而跳楼的...永远都不会...

【my life】

2011-02-25T10:55:00.000-08:00

busy busy and busy~
wow!
short sem damn rush oh
first week already gave us 3 assignments =.=
rush arh rush!!

everyday class start from 8am until 4.30pm
then back take a nap awhile.
night take bath liao start to do assignments
do until 3-4am
then 7am have to wake up liao ><

morning wake up~ eat some biscuits or sweets
then class until noon only go take a proper meal
brunch~ breakfast + lunch xDD
then night if very hungry then will eat maggi mee
if hostel gang or DAC 10 want go out eat~will go if not really tired xD
if not really hungry then will drink hot milo + biscuits~

ok~this is my life in college and hostel!!
sienzz oh?
somemore i have to find a job for weekend
i need money! i have to resit my exam
i have to pay the course fees b myself!
argh~!!!!!
i need a job
please approve my resume lah~! please please please
email a lot but no response one!
my qualification so bad meh??
sad~~ arh!! >.<

ok~ i think i shouldn't complain so much
if really can't find the job
then have to do that kind of job lo >.<
lolx.... 38 ah! i won't do de!
my family and dear will gonna kill me. xD

something happened between me and my jimui- mou mou
she~haiz
just didn't look at her about half month then trouble coming lo
i really damn worried when knew she alone at maluri
somemore is about 12am oh!
no transport to back. >.<
when i heard that, my first response,
sei lo! later how she back? very dangerous oh!
then when know she take taxi back
my second response,
more dangerous! if the taxi driver dishonest leh?
later she kena rape leh? *touch wood*
how i explain to her parents??

next? cried ? >.<

automatically de oh~

damn worried about her

but when knew she safety reach home only~huh~~relax~ xDD

haiz~~ i have to find one day, try to talk with her

telling her what she did was so dangerous!

don't make me worried again!!

【emo...】

2011-02-21T09:32:00.000-08:00

ok~ i admit
my place full of dust now
come back and clean it now
among the new year~ok lo
normal lo.but special abit is celebrate with my dear also

14th of February- Valentine's Day
this is my first time celebrate it
ok lo~ feel happy
but sick again >.<
until now... =.=

back to topic.
right now is new semester.
short semester
i knew everything also have to be rush
even the assignments also
straight gave us 3 assignments to do
and pass it up in 5th week.
rush and rush and rush~~

the problem is...THEM!
keep forcing and forcing me
i knew i had lost the excitement and motivation
why?!
overall also because of you all!
when i fall sick.
don't you guys care about me?
NO! you guys just care about the money!
i sick~ family control
can't go out also
don't say go out
i can't touch the computer, phone also
sometimes also used it when mum didn't saw it
even thought step out to my house also not allowed
then how can i go out and bank in to you?!
but your replied was 【i don't care,think yourself】
is it when i die you only happy?!
can't you think about my feeling??
mum controlling my money,
she just don't want me to use it too much
needed it for my college
but why?
you want me to argue with mum
said that the money is belongs to me
so she don't have the authority to conrol my money

=.=
what he means now?!
why my mum don't have the authority?!
if say i earn geh money my mum can't control it
then they earn geh money we also don't have the authority to take lo
but we still take it right?!
those money that they earn also didn't mention that must use by us
but they still use it. for what?!
to give us the better life. give us the better things!
they didn't request to take back also
can't you think about it?

mum don't let me keep going out also got reason
got which parents always allow their children keep going out at night?
or even said that go out until midnight until back?
especially female.
she don't want me keep going out
just because don't want me impacted by the environment
its true! i knew it last years
after my SPM,i decide to go out find work
but my mum want me to go heritage work for 3 months
at first i keep blame on her,
why i have to go heritage ? to do volunteer work for 3 months
but finally i knew...
my mum is worried about me
before that i work in Genda,
she don't like it,
cause i waste money more than i earn.
at that time,i only know
different environment will make me become different people
i quite regret that i knew ivan.
if not him,i won't everyday go back late.everyday also let my mum worried
【but if not him i won't know my dear lah xD】

mum, i still remember what you teach me when i still a kids
no matter how,no matter how bad of the environment
i will still remember where is my house
who is my family
and who is the most important people in my life
even thought i have lost everything in this world,
but i can't lost my family
because i do really love them!
and i still rememeber the karma
even until i die i also remember it!
i'm a buddhist!! forever~!!

【new year】

2011-02-08T09:05:00.003-08:00

Hoho.long time didn't back and update my blog.
No choice,before that I fall sick.
Very serious oh.
Lympht I guess the word xD
Doctor say if I didn't cure it early it will become cancer.
⊙.⊙! Oh no!
Quite serious oh.
Memang lah.
Suffering somemore oh.
Can't eat can't drink can't sleep and can't talk for one week.
Somemore can't go out for one week !
Suffering.
Still can't use computer and phone! Walao
Sometime also have to ask jor permission only can use my phone find dear.
If not sien sei me oh.
One week,only tv accompany me lo.
Night can't sleep mah walk here walk there lo.
Haiz.T.T

New year eve can't eat anything also.
More cham.sleep sleep and sleep lo.
Luckly when new year felt better.still can eat.but abit.
Lolx.right now?
Recovered lo.but also have to be careful lo.
Have to early sleep.eat tasteless food.drink more water.don't so easily angry.xD
Haha.

Miss dear oh.♥

【miss you ❤】

2011-01-27T10:48:00.000-08:00

right now? 2am jor oh
but i still online-ing
bo bian~insomnia ah >.<

today went to leisure mall gc with kok wei
dear came and fetch me~
sick already oh! >.<
fever oh~ somemore cough
really hate him de wor! sick also don't want tell me
if like that i won't let him come out de
let him rest in house
aiyo~! stupid dear >.<

look at him keep cough
aiyo~ so sam tong oh
what i can do is just keep call him rest more
drink more water~ don't face so many computer
i really hope that i can take care of him
but can't... T.T

dear i missed you a lot,
you must quickly recover back oh~
what i want is a healthy dear that can protect me de oh! ❤
God Please Bless Him...

【NRR Night】

2011-01-26T10:02:00.000-08:00

hehe~hoho xDD
changed a new hair style~
bo lah~ just make it short only~
and also colour my hair orh~
actually is in violet geh
but at the end is maroon xD
haha
look normal
but amanda and pui ling they said very nice wor
keep say nice leh~very nice leh~ =.=''''

today is the NRR night
early already wake up~
take bath~make up
then change clothes
wait for dear come fetch me
he be my partner =)

my look~haha

me and mou mou~~ ^^

quite sienz lo~while waiting to go inside the hall

i think already wait about 2hours ba~ >.<

mou mou with the ticket~haha

me and my handsome dear xD

honestly lo~

dear really look handsome without wearing the specs xD

haha~~ sot dao liao xDDDD

of course lah~fall in love with him also mah ❤

hahahaha

those foods ok ok lo~

normal only lo~still say very good wor~haiz

then we sit in front oh

about in front of speaker ==

walao~!

don't know why today my body so cacat

keep headache and dizzy >.<

cannot tahan the sound~ damn noisy for me

once end then quickly go away

but caecee got things want to tell us

combo again = =

haiz~sienz lo! show plan arh~~~!!!!!

then go take picture lo~~

me and yong jie~~

mou mou and yong jie~~

ivan and yong jie~~

dear and yong jie oh~~

we are happy family~~ xDDD

mou mou~ auntie (a.k.a ah ma) vivian xDD and me

SOLO PART

dear

ivan

mou mou

me and dear ❤

then~?

go back lo! haha

ok lah~~thats all for today~~ night =)

【A day...】

2011-01-24T11:20:00.000-08:00

today~~lolx
meet my dear~
went out with mou and also my lui lui ^^
haha~
we went to fei yeh's house at Puchong
so geng~~
used 3 hours to go Puchong xDD
haha

no choice, dear don't know how to go
staring to scare about new year's plan
haha~ feel like better don't go anywhere
stay at home is the best xDD
cause i don't want sesat again xD
that time no one can save us
hahahaha~
cause when sesat, me is the one who suffering
don't know why, when sesat, i sure will headache one ><
everytime also like that
that time go Penang also like that
sesat 2 hours in Georgetown
headache 2 hours
night activities all have to be cancelled
rest in hotel lo ><
haha~ don't know why will like that
haizz~~ cacat me xD

first time went to fei yeh house
not bad~ room got own tv
like a small living room~
i like it. xD
wish my room at setapak can be like that
but...dreaming lah! haha
cause hostel where can oh?
if want come out rent house also impossible,
who want stay with me??
alone? don't want . lolx

then went to eat bak kut teh~
ok~~ quite nice.haha
saw wei wen's kid~
so cute~~~~!!!! xD
hahahahaha...
gila budak ni xD
back to his house again
pity dear kena bully 99 by fei yeh
but good~ give him some lesson xDD
hahaha~
keep slap him ~hahahaha
funny lo~
at end he teach us a lot of things
its quite good lah.
what he said about the direct selling
me also think quite long~
actually is it really my interest to do it?
or i got the ability to do it?
cause i really interest on event planning
and also my biggest ambition is wedding planner
i know handling an event is really a hard task
but i like it~ with the 8 years experience~
i do really like to handling an event. xD
quite nice to run here run there
hyperactive mah XD
hahaha
actually, i like to make myself become the most busy one
when in the event.
can run here run there. do this do that,
nice you know.

i remember 2008 in UKM's event
8 days 7 night
is my most happiest day~haha
busy until song arh!! xDD
do about 2 jobs
assistant of secretary & photographer xD
one people hold about 3-4 camera
cool man! haha
2am only sleep . then 5am have to wake up oh ><

tujuh hari berturut-turut oh~ geng xD

haha~ but the event nice ! haha

unforgettable event xDD

last day tale picture together =) miss it!!

STOP~~~ out of topic liao >.<

haha~ back to topic

after that we back to hussien onn MCD

hahaha~~ chit-chat at there

long time didn't chat with mou mou

then take picture

my cutie mou mou ^^

me and dear ❤

tomorrow we going to the mines to buy shirts oh

before that~i gonna cut my hair and colour my hair agian ^^

haha~bye~ =)

【syok~~~】

2011-01-22T11:01:00.000-08:00

friday evening~ dear on the way to Subang oh
then went to Kelantan~ =(
so we can't attend fei yeh's birthday party
then suddenly they said got transport for me and mou mou to go
but i rejected it
because~ i don't know peggy them ><
not really close.
noramlly i don't like to go out with those not really close geh friends
not high geh xDD
although i know Dickson them lah~~

The problem is, i prefer to all is i close one i only willing to go out with them
( lcly ) xDD haha~ no choice~ i like it ah xD
i choose to go out with my family
we went to jusco
actually don't know go there for what xD
haha~maybe just have a walk? ya~maybe xD
then,my brother went to buy a pair of sport shoes
my sight~ of course~ hehe
focus on ladies shirts xDDDD

haha~my parents knew what i want
just let me go choose ^^ yeah~!
new year shirts~ i bought a lot oh~
and choose one for NRR night~ i don't know whether it suitable or not
but i like the design ~~ =)

favourite colour~ xD

but dear said red nicer

i love this vest and shirts!

That skirt too long!!

Choose to wear like that xDD

ok~~ i bought about 4 shirts ba~ RM246 O.o

lolx.thank you daddy~

but~ just SHIRTS oh~

i haven't buy the shoes and pants~

but shoes and pants i prefer go pasar malam and buy it

nicer leh~~~ xD

that time we went to Connaught's pasar malam

i saw a damn nice shoes~~ love it geh

but don't have my SIZE ><

yorr~! that one damn nice de leh!!! T.T

sad liao lo...

another one also nice geh~ but dear don't let me buy T.T

haizz~nevermind lo~~~~~~~~ xD

today went to Datin Alice house

to help her prepare the buffet~ for her whole family

New Year gathering mah~

once we reached~ OH MY GOD

the top chefs of our center was the main chef leh~

sei lo~~! i didn't work with them before.

at first nothing one~

but then i memang stupid one

keep make mistakes.

then one of the chef ask my mum is it i never cook before

walao~~ my tears straight drop down.

and feel like. i want to go home now~

mood damn down lo. i know i don't have the talent in cooking T.T

then the chef only let me do those simple things

but i also make mistake again >.<

cause they didn't tell me at first.but its ok one

haizz~~ whole day just keep quite and just do and do >.<

finally those foods done all

saw a lot of rich guys oh

the things that make me damn dulan is

all of them got IPHONE & IPAD

even the small kid about 4-5 years old also got his own IPAD

deng~!!

and right now they didn't play the PSP already geh~

play IPHONE or IPAD one. ><

yorr~~!!! unfair!!!!!!!!!!!!

arh!!!!!

busy whole day jor~ tired lo~

but ~ memang~~ missed dear a lot ah~!!!! >.<

MONDAY i waiting for you coming ah!

fast fast fast~~ xD

i want to go out with my dear~! =)

I ❤ This Picture~~& This Guy too xxD

【Happy Moment】

2011-01-21T11:33:00.000-08:00

My dear is going to Kelantan lo

Memang lah, sad lo~ cause can't meet him at weekend

Gonna missed him a lot oh~~~~~❤

I had cleaned my room with my family members

ok~after 2 years daddy stay at Dubai,

this is our new first time together clean our house

sounds sweet =)

of course lah! before that only three of us clean the house

My daddy was a quite funny and friendly person

just like me xDD (i'm kinda over friendly ba xDD)

you won't saw him with a bitter-gourd face xD

always with a smile =)

and always manja me only

he will protect me when mummy gonna scold me ;p

it makes me always stick with him more than stick with mmmy xD

he is the most important man in my heart

thats why~I ❤ daddy so much~~~

(❤ my dear too ^^)

Feel so lonely~ baby i'm so lonely~~ xD

lolx.just suddenly think about this song~ well

he sang to me for me first time,but it become memory =)

baby~ni jiu shi wo de wei yi~~ xD

ok lah~ i admit

i do really love this song xD

because my lee hom sing de mah!! haha

the only one? i hope i am.

and you're the only one for me

monday can meet my dear back~

gosh~~! miss him badly!!!!! ><

fine~ backbone pain again...

gonna sleep now

Night~^^

【欢迎】

2011-01-20T11:06:00.000-08:00

哈哈哈
又是新的？
没办法咯
那个~始终都是会变成回忆了

而且~跟上潮流吧
以前都是用customize的
现在用最新的吧
得upgrade啦 xDD
哈哈哈

用我的梦想来作为背景
炫吧？ xD
ipad / iphone >< 随便啦
一样的
欢迎 xDD